today, i do stupid mistake.
i was crush on him when we first met. i always remind myself that i just wanna be his best friend. i always refer him what to do, how to do, what will happen next.. everything about work. but my eyes cant stop from seeing him. as a friend, i thought he will understand about my feeling. i just want to be close with him but not as close as couple or what. just a good friend. coz i need protection if anything happen to me seems i am new. but his opinion is different.
yup, i admit that i crush on him but doesn't mean that i fall in love with him. i just like the way he talk, he smile, all his character but its still doesn't mean i have to fall in love. he's cute, nice, and good behavior. however he will become someone's fiance.. huhuhuhu.. what the shame..
i am confused. i already closed my heart, but why must have somebody crossed it? i feel hurt even i shouldn't have to feel it. i want him badly that my heart said. my mind said, you already have some one else. he will be with you
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